the wrist slitting soundtrack
Astrology. The road map of our lives. The natal chart – the blueprint to all that is hidden within ourselves.
In my natal chart I am Sun sign Aries, Moon sign Gemini and Rising sign/Ascendent Virgo. My sun sign is who I truly am. My moon sign is how I feel and my rising sign is how I perceive the larger world around me and how the world sees me.
I’m giving this background because the following list of songs, while at times make me want to slit my wrists, also remind of the courage and strength that I possess. As duplicitious as that may sound, it is. Only because my own emotions are so duplicitious since I have a Gemini moon. Gemini – the sign of the twins. Mutable in its nature. Duality. The upbeat witty twin. The sullen dark twin.
I’m such an angsty little girl.
1. Circle of Friends – Edie Brickell and The New Bohemians
When I’m all alone it’s the best way to be
When I’m by myself, nobody else can say goodbye
Everything is temporary anyway
2. Torn – Natalie Imbruglia
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
3. Breaking Up the Girl – Garbage
Taking chances Magic happens
Don’t end up in the gutter Just like the one before
You’re just the same Such a loser
4. I Think I’m Paranoid – Garbage
You can look, but you can’t touch I don’t think I like you much
Bend me Break me Anyway you need me
As long as I want you baby it’s all right
5. Stupid Girl – Garbage
6. #1 Crush – Garbage
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see You’re just like me
7. Lost in a Portrait – Trapt
I see I’m not perfect, but that’s all I see
Lost in a portrait, in a picture of me
8. One Lonely Visitor – Chevelle
Am I alone in here? Well it’s time to wake up,
And separate feelings That I keep falling into.
9. Pictures of You (The Cure cover) – Chevelle
Lost in the cold You were always so lost in the dark